pokky

2010-06-12T21:24:00.001+08:00

will u ever want me back?

sleepless nights...

2010-06-11T05:24:00.002+08:00

SECONDS, HOURS, SO MANY DAYS... U KNOW WHAT YOU WANT BUT HOW LONG CAN U WAIT? EVERY MOMENT LAST FOREVER, WHEN U FEEL U LOST UR WAY... WHAT IF MY CHANCES WERE ALREADY GONE? STARTING BELIEVING THAT I COULD B WRONG...BUT U GIVE ME ONE GOOD REASON, TO FIGHT AND NEVER WALK AWAY... SO HERE I AM STILL HOLDING ON......

2010-06-09T14:36:00.002+08:00

I JUST WOKE UP NOT TOO LONG AGO... FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I COULD REMEMBER SO VIVDLY WHAT HAPPENED IN MY DREAM... I WOKE UP CRYING. IT FEELS TERRIBLE TT IT'S JUST A DREAM & THIS DREAM WILL ONLY BE A DREAM. (FUCKING EMO NOW) I WISH I COULD I TELL U THIS TAM, BUT I GUESS IT'S ALL OVER BETWEEN US NOW....................... IT WAS A TAM'S WEDDING CEREMONY AND I WAS INVITED. THERE WAS A BEAUTIFUL STAGE, A TAN & BEAUTIFUL GIRL. A LOT OF GUESTS WERE INVITED. THERE'S EVEN A CINEMA FOR GUESTS TO RELAX B4 THE CEREMONY STARTS. BUT AS USUAL, MY DREAM IS ALWAYS WEIRD. THERE'S THIS GIRL WHO STOLE A HANDCUFF FROM THE POLICE AND WANA HANDCUFF TAM N A GUY TGT, I CANNOT TELL WHETHER IT'S A PRANK, WANA SPOIL THE WEDDING OR OTHERWISE. BCOS WHO'S TT GUY I DONT REMEMBER! SHE SET UP A TRAP WHICH SHE SHLD HAVE USED THE BRIDE'S RING AS THE BAIT BUT INSTEAD USED STH SILLY, I THINK IS, FOOD, AS BAIT. HENCE, IT FAILED BADLY. THE WEIRD PRANK I MENTIONED WASNT THE REASON WHY I GOT SO EMO N DECIDED TO WRITE THIS DOWN. THE FACT (DREAM) TT IT WAS TAM'S WEDDING N I WASN'T THE BRIDEGROOM, THE FACT (DREAM) TT I WAS INVITED T WITHNESS THIS MOMENT. THE FACT TT I THINK I STILL LOVE HER EVEN THOU I TELL MYSELF TO FORGET, FORGET, FORGET! I CAN'T. SO LET ME FINISH MY STORY (MY DREAM). AFTER SOME CRAZY ADVANTURE, THE CEREMONY STARTED. AT ONE CORNER OF THE STAGE, I COULD SEE THE HUGE GLAMOROUS RING BEING TAKEN OUT OF A RED BOX. PEOPLE WERE CHATTERING AMONG THEMSELVES TALKING ABT HOW SHINY, PRICEY, THE RING IS. SUDDENLY... I FELT TT I WAS THE FOCUS ALL OF THE SUDDEN BCOS THE BRIDE LOOKED AT ME. THE BRIDE LIFT UP HER HAND AWAITING FOR THE GROOM TO PLACE THE RING NICELY INTO HER HAND. I WAS OVERWHELMED BY THIS SCENE. SHE LOOKED AT ME AGAIN N THIS TIME ROUND, I POINTED INTO HER FACE AS SHE LOOKED OVER AT ME, N I SHOUTED, "I HATE U!", N I TURNED TO MY BACK N RAN OFF TO THE NEAREST EXIT TT GETS ME OUT OF THE HALL. I STILL CAN RECALL THE WIND BLOWING AGAINST MY FACE, MANY FLIGHT OF STAIRS TT I HAD WENT DOWN UNTIL I REACH THE GROUNDFLOOR WHERE THERE'S THIS GARDEN WITH A WHITE COLOUR SWING TT CAN ACCOMODATE FOR 2 PERSON. IT WAS FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME NOT TO HEAR A SINGLE BIT OF ECHO COMING FROM THE HALL. IT WAS ALL QUIET. I SAT ON THE SWING THINKING ABT WHAT I JUST WENT THRU. SOME MOMENTS LATER.... I HEARD QUICK SKIPPING FOOTSTEPS COMING TOWARDS MY DIRECTION FROM A CORNER. A SMALL FIGURE GIRL, DRESS IN HER MOST CASUAL CLOTHES CAME OUT OF THE CORNER N SAT DOWN BESIDE ME. IT WAS TAM. SHE WAS STILL PENTING ( MUST B HAVENT BEEN RUNNING MUCH), LOOKING HAPPY (TRYING TO CHEER ME UP I GUESS). I ASKED HER, "WHY R U HERE!? I THOT U'RE... THERE?" SHE TOLD ME SHE CALLED OFF THE WEDDING N HER FAMILY IS OFF TO THE AIRPORT FOR THE HONEYMOON HOLIDAY! THIS GIRL BLOW MY MIND AWAYA AGIN. IT'S THE SAME CRAZY TAM I NOE N TT I CAN EXPECT SUCH A THING FROM HER. SHE WAS SEATED ON MY RIGHT, ROCKING HER LEGS, HANDS STRAIGHTEN PLACED AT THE EDGE OF THE CHAIR, HEAD TURNED TO THE LEFT AS SHE TALKED T ME WITH TT LITTLE BIT OF, AH AIYA IT'S NO BIG DEAL TT KIND OF LOOK, NOT FORGETTING TO MENTION THE SMILE ON HER FACE TT'S ONE OF THE REASON I FELL IN LOVE WITH N TOTALLY MESMORISED BY IT. I CAN'T HELP IT BUT HUGGED HER LIKE NV B4, AS TEARS STARTED ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS AGAIN......... N THEN THE WORSE THING HAPPENED: I WOKE UP.... CRYING.

2010-06-06T20:40:00.001+08:00

"P K TAN! YOU SHOULD MOVE ON ALREADY!!! FUCK."

2010-06-05T05:13:00.002+08:00

i guess she has totally moved on already. i don't think she even misses me... never got the chance to hear from her or anything.. i guess it's time for me to move on too?

2010-05-19T05:30:00.000+08:00

what good advice "valentine's day" the movie, gave right at the start of the show. jessica alba (sry i really like u but..) you're dumb in that show. you just let a good man slipped passed u. but of course, he got togther with his bestfriend. wonderful.

here's the quote:

when i was a kid, most of the advice my dad gave me was crap. there's one thing the he said that was pure genius. he said, "if you ever are with a girl that's too good for you, marry her."

watched this show and i felt like this show is made to laugh at me. ok never mind, let me just say that me, just not ready for another relationship now. too many things in my mind. it's hard to let go...

2010-05-17T01:31:00.004+08:00

im writing again, at such wee hours of the day. slept the whole day today n i think the only so called fruitful thing i did while lying down resting was, i watched "the bounty hunter" on my lappy. i dint purposely picked this show but it's available there so i decided to just watch it. lots of memories again as i watch this romance show. it's abt how this "couple" (once married but divorce), they reali hated each other bcos of the different opinions n values they had. one of them, or rather both of them sometimes piorities their work more than relationship n each time they have to spend time on their work somehow both of them cannot understand each other why the their "partner" is behaving this way. perhaps this is something common in a relationship (but not all relationships has a happy ending like theirs). through a crazy advanture they had together (they dint plan for this), she realised he knew her alot more than what she expected, likewise for him. such extremes, but yet through their differences they realise they still love each other (remember, they hated each other). somehow im just skeptical abt such shows now, happy endings can only b made into a movie. in reality, it's totally bullish. pardon me for saying this. this is my fucking blog (: im still feeling weak, im still having the fever, but fuck it, this won't kill me.

wrote this with a fever. But emo has gotten the other side of me......

2010-05-16T03:48:00.004+08:00

AS I WRITE THIS, I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABT THIS PERSON. SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW IMPORTANT SHE IS TO ME... EVEN TILL NOW, I BET SHE'S MUCH HAPPIER NOW WITH ME GONE. BUT WHAT SHE DIDN'T KNOW IS TT SHE LEFT A DEEP SCAR IN MY HEART. THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN MUCH EASIER 6MONTHS OR 1 YR AGO WHEN I DECIDED TO PUT AN END TO IT, BUT IT WAS HER TT MADE ME CHANGE MY MIND. BCOS I KNEW I LOVE HER... I REALLY DO. EVERYTIME AS I GO ONLINE... UNCONSIOUSLY I WILL DROP BY THE BLOG TT SHE MADE JUST TO MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR THE BOTH OF US WHEN WE (SHE) CLDN'T EXPRESS HER FEELINGS TO ME FACE TO FACE. IT'S STILL THERE... AND I JUST CAN'T HELP IT BUT BREAK DOWN EVERYTIME I READ THOSE POSTS SAYING TT SHE WANTS ME BACK. SUCH IRONY. THINGS CHANGE.. SHE GAVE UP ON ME, SHE GAVE UP ON THE RELATIONSHIP. 2 YRS AND THIS IS WHAT'S LEFT, THIS IS THE END RESULT OF OUR SO CALLED LOVE. I GUESS I'VE FALLEN TOO DEEP INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP. HOW FOOLISH OF ME TO EVEN THOUGHT OF MARRYING HER N LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER AFTER SHE WANTS ME BACK. IT'S HARD FOR ME. ESP SINCE NOW I HAVE TO ERASE THIS SO CALLED DREAM I HAVE BUILT TOGETHER WITH HER IN MY MIND. I FEEL TERRIBLE. SUPER TERRIBLLE. I HATE HOURS LIKE TT. IT MAKES ME FUCKING EMO. FUCK THIS PHONE TT IM USING TO TYPE THIS POST, BCOS IT'S ALL IN STUPID CAPTION WHICH I CANT SEEM TO FIX THIS PROBLEM. I WANT SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME... I WANT HER TO LOVE ME. BUT IT AIN'T THE SAME ANYMORE. SHE WILL NEVER SEE THIS...

am i still alive?

2010-05-16T03:35:00.003+08:00

it has been almost 2 yrs since i last tagged my last post. so much memories flash thru my mind as i browse thru this old blog of mine. it's crazy how much i've been thru... not alone... but i feel alone now... so alone. i decided to write here after so long is not bcos i wana revive this blog, but rather, i'm burning to express my feelings out...

2008-06-14T10:48:00.003+08:00

POP loh!

but someone is not around :(

i miss you!

i'm here waiting for you...

2008-04-08T03:41:00.002+08:00

today tammy and i went to army market to shop for my army stuffs. clarence helped me with a list of items to buy for army and everything was pretty smooth actually. spent $37 on everything. not bad not bad. had some delicious food at the hawker. it has been quite some time since i ate deer meat. yammy. i'll miss u alot darling!

remember me when i am gone...

botak.
smelly.
tanned.

looking forward to come home in 2 weeks time...

2008-03-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

PICTURES! PICTURES!!!

A Very Late Post: Rae's Farewell Party

i miss first 3 months. i miss those days where i can just sit in the canteen talk cock sing song and waste my life away... it's so enjoyable come and think about it now. hiax. my next phase in life: ARMY. 10 APRIL!!! mark this day! hair gone, freedom gone, slacking gone! to all my friends out there who happen to see this post before i enlist... ASK ME OUT!!! hahaha. and remember to tag before u leave hor (:

2008-02-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

Surf and Sweat 08 (: (: (: (:

here are some of the pictures taken at vivocity. hah. we're a crazy bunch of people.. agree? yes? HA.

2008-01-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

pokky loves sentosa.
marist singlet is not gay.
they are cute.
look at leonard, so cute.
hahaha.

2007-12-16T01:22:00.000+08:00

im missing you..

2007-12-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

StarLight Romance - My First Prom Night

2007-12-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

MUSIC FOR LIFEEEEEEEEEE

Another BIG event that happened was of course... MUSIC FOR LIFE on 29th Nov! we practiced alot (on 28th Nov hehe..) for the event. we haven had quaver to help us with our first song, all or thing. it was supposed to be only singing, without any instrument... but we thought of doing something different especially for those we have already heard us sang the song during tj idol auditions... i am really glad that the event was a success although it was kind of a rush to make this event happen in mere 2 days. guess all our efforts paid off... all thanks to all my friends who came down to support the event (or me i hope? haha)...

people i want to thank for coming: tammy, kenny, anh, mich, chongcheng, mich's friend (whom he claimed tt she came to support me and left after my performance -.-ll doubtful), eug, ray, justin, michelle, naresh, sarah lim, limeng, fiona, grace, han, and so on... really want to thank the people from polar for rushing down although they only got to hear the last few bits of my 2nd song. haha. opps. and it's not that i don't want you all to come ok.. it's bcos im sure to ask.. fortunately bay told them and they really came down! like WOW. haha. THANK YOU ALL!

2007-12-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY

sry guys.. i have not blog for so long.. and that's bcos i've been reali busy with so many things! first, sports and fitness expo at suntec convention hall. this 3 days event was FUN! but at the expense of my legs... cos i had to stand almost the entire day... had to be at the cashier, clothes section, free sampling section and so on... but i would say that the most stressful section is at the cashier! that's where all the money transaction takes place and you know... you cant afford to make any mistake. gosh. it was dam shiok when i got my first pay on the 3rd, also the last day of the sports and fitness expo event. hehe. although i like spent everything the next day when i bought my new black spec and contact lens... i even had to top up with my own money lar -.-ll but the worse thing that can ever happen was that both my eyes have increased by 100 degrees! walao! ): if u also notice... i dyed my hair. haha.

2007-11-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

NewPolarOffice

@BoonTatStreet

(pictures are coped from judith's blog :p)

nice on the outside.. nice in the inside too!

ken jud pokky

chill out corner

i think i am the most attentive one out of the 3 of us. Opps.

:D finally we're the new polar office.. wa.. it's so much more nicer than last time.. esp 2nd lvl.. realli look like some kinda pub man.. im sure zac and bay are going to have a great time there this tue.

okay, let me back track a bit to 15nov, thursday... we went to polar new office and coincidentally they were having their CPR and AED lesson tt day! hahas, so basically we learnt something reali useful that day without having to pay anything (: after that we checked with fiona regarding our part time jobs at sports convention.. we may even be going to vivocity to work part time at tagger shop :p people! must come down n visit me if im going to work there yar.. haha. so exciting! cos i've already had a plan.. if im going to work at tagger shop in the afternoon, then i'll probably go suntanning in the morning at SENTOSA! wahahah! kill 2 birds with 1 stone sia shiok shiok! :p

after dropping by polar, we went to town to shop and eat, but this time plus one more new member, ken's gf. ha. walk and walk and walk.. my legs got so tired cann! zzzz.. hehe but i got myself a pair of berms and a watch. so i guess all the walking is worth it (:

2007-10-28T02:42:00.000+08:00

TAKE NOTE:
date: 29 NOV
time: 7pm
venue: TJC audi
event: "MUSIC FOR LIFE 2007" for children's cancer foundation.
details: performers are idol winners from tjc vjc njc hci
from me: come down ok people! do grab your ticket first before it's all sold out! ;)

i should be away for quite sometime after this... Alevels is freaking near already lar... things are becoming so real this time round... my first paper is this coming tuesday, 30th oct, physics paper 3! :D been doing quite a lot of physics this period of time.. hopefully this will help me make up for all the laziness and slackiness i had for physics... in fact im starting to like it. dam. i should have start liking it much earlier lar! wasted. it's going to be a hectic week... physics paper 3, general paper, mathematics... i feel like i'm neglecting my maths and gp lor... think i better do more when i wake up later in the morning.. (morning i hope.. haha. i'm such a pig!)

went to billy's brother's 21st birthday party at changi aloha last saturday.. wa.. the chalet is big! but kind of creepy... made my hair stand as i walk into the rooms upstairs... EEEE! don't want to think about it already. this is the picture we took while camping in the room to wait for the time to fly... lol. clarence was there too! but not in the picture :(

jimmy billy chia pokky

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR A LEVELS YA! :D

2007-10-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sweet Memories...

this picture was taken during JTS, junior treat senior, dinner. so sweet right.. they got us this handmade card with our team picture at the centre that was taken in malacca. wa. cant believe time flies so fast. it has been so long since i last played badminton, and i've lost count already.

i'm down with ulcer, terrible sorethroat and slight fever today.. what a day to start sia.. hiax.. must be the cakes and sweet drinks i had last night at tammy's birthday party. kinda regard it now... shld have drank more plain water instead... on the other hand.. i had fun! idiot tammy, kept poking me.. poke and poke and poke.. just like how my blog name reads it... haha. made quite a few of tammy's friends... fun people. tammy got pushed into the pool for so many time, even tammy herself lost count totally -.-ll i'm pretty sure she had lots of fun too... she and her girlfriends are a bunch of crazy girls.. they sure know how to havoc like how guys do :D oh oh! tammy and her sis, kelly, i think.. look quite alike! really can't tell from their back views... i managed to do it most of the time by identifying the shirt they were wearing last night. LOL.

yo tammy, hope u like the shirt i got u yar? hopefully it fits you... pls let me know if it does ok.. i can change it for u if it doesn't. hahas. POKE! (:

ulcer, go away, don't come again another day...

sorethroat, go away, don't come again another day...

fever, go away, don't come again another day...

2007-10-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

CHRIS DAUGHTRY

HOME

ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!

I'm staring out into the night,

Trying to hide the pain.

I'm going to the place where love

And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.

And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.

I'm not running from.

No, I think you got me all wrong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old,

So I'm going home.

Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,

The closer I get to you.

I've not always been the best man or friend for you.

But your love, remains true.

And I don't know why.

You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.

I'm not running from.

No, I think you got me all wrong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old,
Be careful what you wish for,

'Cause you just might get it all.

You just might get it all,

And then some you don't want.

Be careful what you wish for,

'Cause you just might get it all.

You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.

I'm not running from.

No, I think you got me all wrong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old.

I said these places and these faces are getting old,

So I'm going home.

I'm going home.

2007-09-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE!
BUT
BUT
BUT
I HAVE TO STUDY...

THINKING ABOUT WANTING TO WATCH MOVIE IS ALREADY MAKING ME FEEL SO GUILTY! ARGHHH!

MOVIES MOVIES MOVIES

2007-09-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

this goes out to all my teachers from... kindergarden, primary school, secondary school, junior college, tuitions... i know non of my teacher will be viewing this but i still want to say this out loud... HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

these are my present crazy classmates...

went to white sands library to study today. i was so shocked when i received the sms from shirleen. "how come she know that i'm in ws library!" hahas. YOU! never even say hi to me lah. raaarrh! :p hiax. today's not productive leh! but guess tmr i'll be at ws library mugging again.. better be productive ah! oh man... fine. in order to make up for this, i have to do maths now. sharks. it's gonna be one late night again...

2007-08-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE!!! LOOK AT THIS!!!

THIS IS MY BOSS!

caught her unaware during civics lesson on staff day! thanks to me. -let out evil laughter- wahahahaha. anyway, staff day was a crazy day. im sure 0306 was never like that last year. this yr it's so much more lively and FUN! talking about fun... i can't wait for As to be over! stress stress stress. 2 more weeks to prelims and 1 month to As! jiayou 0306 and friends!

2007-08-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

where am i today and what i was doing today..
pasir ris library
mugging
and arcade after that. lol!

michel kenny and i.

arghh.. i didn't want to take picture! so weird! eeek!

took this b4 i board my bus home.

michel's EYES are so big!! compared to mine lar...

it's sunday night! and tomorrow's monday back to school again... IT'S THE LAST WEEK OF TERM 3 FOR J2! so scary.. that means.. we have 3 more weeks to prelim! gosh. MUMMY!!!!! received a few very nice sms from my friends which somehow managed to cool me down. im sharing this to all my friends out there who are stress: "stressed" is just a piece of cake! (look at it another way "desserts"!!!) ... we can do this together people!

2007-08-16T14:58:00.001+08:00

FRUSTRATED!!!!!!

someone tell me is this male or female toilet?!!

2007-08-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

my twin - life will never be alone...

gosh... ALONE is scary~!

hahah! came across this picture in friendster. i think it's dam funny! this is what my brother do when he's bored. don blame me for that. i did not teach him to do that. thank you.

2007-08-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

LOL! it's 1 month and 1 day since my last post!

opps. no wonder it's like super dead now... :S YAY! tml's national day celebration! WEEE!! hahas. no lessons and we have thursday friday saturday and sunday free!!!! ROCKS LAH.
I'm at joel's house now, together with eugene shuuji and yonglong. lol. thanks to joel we're all playing xbox and ps2. "BATTLE 2! FIGHT!" haha!

i'm so glad that narfa test is finally over. these are my scores hehe...
sit and reach: 53cm
pull ups: 9rep
standing board jump: 255cm
sit ups: 46rep
shuttle run: 9.4s
2.4km run: 10.54s

28/30 GOLD! woohoooooo! goodbye to 2months of BMT :P

okay, here are some pictures to beautify my blog. HAHA.

billy and i

another nice nice picture! don't comment :p

notice somthing? SHUUJI'S FEET! sleeping during lecture sia he *shake head*

our new badminton captain :D zachy!

oh c'mon.. show me your tits! AHA!

2007-07-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

i love fridays!

it has been really stressful facing all my terrible JCT results. knowing i only have around 7-8 more weeks left to prelim and there's so many things to catch up, is really making my head BIG. went for a stress management talk this wednesday during contact time and the speaker mentioned that: (want-have)x(importance)=stress potential. i find this so true. time to buck up on what i have! no time for long hours of games, and no time for girls!!! girl-friends stay away from me okay!!!! :S

okay, time to mug real hard again.

"no sacrifice, no victory"

RAAARRRHHH!!!

2007-07-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

wow.

fantastic four, transformers were really great! NICE!!!!

hot fuss i thought it was not bad... but nancy drew really suck la. denise hao jie shao -.-lll billy and i watch until wana fall asleep, freaking boring. luckily our day was not wasted bcos we watched transformer b4 that with junjun (new bestfriend! ha!) and may...

now.. i am looking forward to die hard 4.0!!!! it's rated 4 stars! wow. die die must watch. someone! jio me along okay! (:

2007-06-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho. pokiat is back!

Sry to MIA for such a long time... this holiday has been a boring one... and this is all bcos JCT is coming up real soon! one more week's time leh!! OMG OMG!! i don't know how am i going to wake up at 6am when school reopens... bcos i've been sleeping like 10 hours a day and waking up at 1pm. lol. feels like a real pig when comes to holiday... i think i shld start adjusting myself back to sleeping at 11pm instead of 3 4 am in the morning. darn.

DANCE CONCERT WAS GREAT!
the feeling of sitting at the 2nd row was woohoo.. can see all the dancers' expressions like so upclose. thanks to my 'little' jimmy who asked me to go for it the nite b4...

with no more trainings and badminton commitments, finally i can concentrate everything on my studies... mmm, maybe not everything. save a portion of it for my tj friends and marist friends yar? sad to say this but i can feel kinda cut off with them already ): it's time to catch up with you guys too!

here are some of the photos...

2007-05-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

so sorry for not being able to bring TJ badminton boys team to the semi-finals. really really sorry... :"( so many things seem to go so wrong at the start of our badminton season. i know there's no point saying all these now, but to those ppl who wants to know...

i thought we got a pretty good start when suan sian played a great match against my junior jing kai. suan sian really did impress me with his determination in the court. this is something we all can learn from. i hope this kind of fight spirit, the hungar for victory, will continue to burn on in tj. despite losing to acjc, we still managed to clear round one. we were kind of lucky i will say, but i am sure we can do so much better and win our opponents in a much easier way... sometimes all we have to do is to believe....

In round 2, our draw was bad. the top 4 schools last year are all in one group. they are TJ MJ RJ JJ. knowing that the competition was going to be really strong, losing each point is going to be critical. first match in round 2 was against RJ. we lost 1:4. no doubt they are strong but i think we managed to put up much resistance. this is what we want to display... knowing that RJ was a school with a slimmer chance of beating.

the match against mj was the 'saddest' i will say! we really could have won BUT... i don't know... maybe luck was really not on our side. we lost 2:3. it was so near... yet so far... commenting on leonard and naresh game, i feel that they played well. especially their 2nd set when they bounce back to hit for a 3rd game. this was the most crucial match. bet most of you didn't know that we were exactly leading 14:9. however, we ended up losing 14:17. OMG!!!! how come like that! ARGH! if only we won that set... if only we got that 1 point... if only we believe and fought on to earn what we want... if only luck was on our side... there are so many if-s, but one undisputable fact that we have to face was that we lost that one chance. reality is really the most cruel thing man... can't help crying about it... i am to blame too for not winning my match against mj :( this is to zachary: hey. u did what you promised me. you won the mj game :)

things were never the same then...

game against JJ was so much more relax. no pressure since we know that we're not going to make it into the semi. that was my last offical badminton game for this year... or at least for now... we won 4:1. hahs. JJ people are so friendly la. and to those badminton friends in JJ... you guys were great. i respect you guys for your spirit :)

although the boys were down, my girls did tj proud by beating VJ in the recent semi game! woohoo! wa.. must be our cheering lah! HA. thanks to that, entire school will not be having lesson on thursday and will be going down to toa payoh sports hall to support them in the badminton final held this thursday! C'MON GIRLS YOU CAN DO IT!

!!!JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!

2007-05-07T15:09:00.000+08:00

hi all. just in case some of you are concern. i am alive and kicking! been really unwell last week because of this very bad fever, stomachache and vomit. sharks. i don't want to think about it already man. the doctor said i may have gotten dengue. thank god that it's not! :):):) anyway, here's the update on badminton. in our first match against acjc, we lost 1-4... :( so wasted laonly zac and i won... guys.. jiayou man.. if we ever were to face acjc again.. it'll be our game! right? 2nd match was against cjc. we won 5-0! :) so now, we're only left with DHS and NJC in round 1. it will be held this coming wednesday and friday respectively... people! come down if you can make it yar... thank you!

one team one dream.

2007-04-28T18:49:00.000+08:00

po kiat is sick. fever.

2007-04-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

filmstrip of my secondary school days...

A day at Sentosa.

these are my secondary school kaki-s :D haven't see some of them for quite some time.. don't know how they are doing now... guess everyone is so busy with school work and stuffs... I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE END OF 'A' LEVELS! study hard guys... all the best in everything and we shall all meet up then and make havoc again! woohoo!

2007-04-14T00:54:00.001+08:00

AhHhhhHHHhHHhHHH... i got a C for project work. sharks man. so disappointed lar. i was hoping for a B.. C is like so not nice! ARRRGH.

today we had friendly with leisure badminton club people. they came down last year too to spare with us. mmm. i was actually looking out for more of these friendly matches, and i hope this will not be our last before our NATIONAL starts...

played 2 doubles (draw, won) and 1 singles (won) today. wa.. haven been playing singles for quite sometime. so many of my shots went out and out and OUT! gosh la. really got so frustrated that i wanted to pull the stupid feathers out of the shuttle already! opps. ha. luckily still manage to pull thru and win. suan sian ah.. don't be sad okae. you're good, but i think i have more exp than you and i was mentally stronger. like i said, "it's all in the mind". you would have beat me if you were a little stronger. more certain of yourself. believe yourself. seriously. a little bit more. so c'mon!! give me all you got and show it to me during nationals alright. and so, i was able to keep my winning spree going. YES! like 3 weeks already man. this feeling is good :D mmm. certainly i will want to keep my spree going. but i am ready to lose to any worthy opponents as long as i learn something from it... BUT. definately not during those matches against acjc, cjc, dhs, or njc!

well anyway, to those who are curious about the dates and venues of our badminton competition... here you go:

all matches will be held at tampines sports hall,

boys
2 may: tjc vs acjc
4 may: tjc vs cjc
9 may: tjc vs dhs
11 may: tjc vs njc

girls
3 may: tjc vs njc
8 may: tjc vs srjc
10 may: tjc vs pjc

PEOPLE! DO COME DOWN AND SUPPORT US! LET'S BRING THE HOUSE DOWN!

2007-04-07T05:08:00.000+08:00

it's saturday. im left with 2 more days b4 school re-starts. dam. how i wish time can pause for the moment. raarrhh..

interJC badminton competition is starting in 24 days time. 2nd May. the journey begins...

More Of SPZ, Temasek Idol `07

S(am)P(o Kiat)

Z(achary)

2007-04-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

I AM TIRED!!!

but luckily it's good friday tml and i get to wake up late. getting really busy with school work. guess it's because that i've started being serious with it. which is a good thing in a bad way, or a bad thing in a good way... which ever that you think is right. kinda confusing? oh well.

i am blogging this in tj hub right now. because i bet i won't have the energy to do it later. badminton training: 530pm to 930pm. by the time i reach shld be around 11pm?

i need a pat on my back...

2007-03-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

TJC

KL BADMINTON TRAINING TOUR 2007

WONDERFUL! FUN! ENRICHING! FRUITFUL! and i am lusting for more...

a great trip! i enjoyed myself a lot from the very 1st to the 5th day. the guys are now more bonded and we are heading towards our goal, our vision with our heads held high. we all sweat, ach, and some even bleed during the trip, but at least, we all learnt something good. train hard guys! im sure if we try and do our best, we can achieve what we want.

here's a quote by jonathan swift, "Vision is the ability to see the invisible." i came across this last yr, 17 nov 06, when there's this talk for all pdp (cca) leaders. it was inspiring indeed. i may be a person not very good with my words, but i hope you guys can feel and understand what i want to bring across here. WE CAN DO IT!

AHHH!

07 boys team

06 batch

our location in topicana golf and country club. this place is really huge. we're only at one fraction of this huge territory.

all of us at first training centre - MBA

scandalous!

zhiyun's birthday celebration in KL :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYUN!

all of us at 2nd training centre

2007-03-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

- SPZ -

the temasek idol

this is alex, a member from J3, top 4 in project superband. special guest performance on TI showdown. he is also our one day vocal training teacher. cool~ :D

2007-03-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging for a long time! hehe. sry bout that. anyw, today's my ZAC and JOCE (soccer girl) birthday! happy birthday to the both of you! hope you guys enjoyed your day yar. finally.. all of us are 18 now!

talking about 18, today i went out with jianmin, billy, junjun! went to cine, suki sushi to have a buffet lunch! hahas. it was so much fun eating over there with all the nice nice kakis... haven been doing such a thing for a long long time.. :) thank you! then after that we went to watch movie which was located just beside where we're eating lar! so convenient! guess what, my first M-18 show of my life (in the threatre of cos)!! it's called: conversation with another woman. gosh. i shall not mention about what happened in the show.. but this show is realli -.- people out there who haven watch this... don't waste ur money (unless you're watchign for the sake of watching, pervert.!)! HA!

after that we shopped around for somebody (heisnotzac, yar right~) 's present... and finally got it at taka, topman shop. you'll be getting it on monday! hahas.

TI PICTURES (23 march 07)

PS: thank you to all those people out there who have supported us one way or another. hope you guys have enjoyed our performance yar? and to those who came specially for us... THANK YOU! i know you know who i am talking about! :D

2007-03-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

MY TAGGER BAG

it's called the "KING OF BLING"

hahas. i got this picture from the website. that's why u can see all those small icons and logo below it... hiax.. one bad news, i sprained my left foot. terrible terrible! these few days i've been really unlucky. first is my back, and now... my ankle ~!#@%$~!@#%$ i just hope i'll get well soon enough for my KL trip next week wedesday to sunday...

going out to those who have not purchased the TI tickets!: heyy! grab the tickets now. there's only about 100 tickets left. faster get them b4 they're sold out cos i will need ur support! hope to see many of my friends.. YOU... there! x)

2007-02-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

surf and sweat 07

2007-02-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GOT MY TAGGER BAG!

went vivo on 12feb to get my TAGGER bag from fiona. wa. it cost $149.90 altogether and i am getting it free! shiok man. the flap i chose was 'King Of Bling'. SOUNDS COOL RIGHT?? hahs. if any of u want to take a look at it, can go to http://www.taggerbags.com/

advertisement: any of you guys out there who is interested in getting a tagger bag can come and look for me.. i can help you get a discount. anyway, this is the first TAGGER shop in S'pore! located at vivocity #02-062 and it opened only 6/7 days ago :D

i shall post a picture of my bag soon kae...

2007-02-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to say hoon!!!
see you tomorrow at east coast park... :D

today is my TI audition! scary~~~ wish me luck..!

2007-02-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

i was chatting with my tj friends during lunch break today. then i realise so many of us are 18 already :D

the january babiessssss:
huiyun:1jan
leo:2jan
mel: 16jan
ME:17jan
jimmy:18jan
poh:19jan
jingwen:20jan
billy:23jan
alvin:30jan

hahas. i am so sure there're many more out there. but these are some that i remembered. i shall post again next time.. tata~!

2007-01-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

i just realised something. this is my FIRST post of the year...

i'm so sry to those who comes to my blog often, (if there is anyone... haha.) i know i haven't been writing much. but i'll try yar..

anyway, i want to say something to someone...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN KANG!!!!
you are 18 and i am 18 too!
let's laugh at those we're not yet 18! HAHA!
how are you doing man.. haven't seen u since last year. let's meet up soon okay! i hope u're seeing this!

and this is going out to those who haven't wish me happy birthday:
OEI! WHERE IS MY PRESENT!?! I DON'T CARE. YOU OWE ME ONE. MUAHAHA!

2006-12-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

Regarding OUR badminton chalet! here's the groupings...

Group 1: pokky bockbock clarence pris aaron

Group 2: leo zy mel changlong guozhi

Group 3: zac zhexian shirleen kirk mingyih

Group 4: zhexuan yah szesze ahmeng songhan

i'll be updateing u guys again when the day draws nearer. let's have FUN!

2006-12-17T11:56:00.000+08:00

guess what is that drink in my hand...

just (high class) mineral water! hahas.

biker wannabes

don't we look like one? cheesy ones!

the press conference

2006-12-17T11:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday i been to The Ritz-Carlton for The IronMan 70.3 press conference. i was suppose to help out because my internship bosses need help. so ken xinmei and i went down. wa.. that six-star hotel is very nice lar.. you need not have to open the door by yourself at every door and everything is so high class and clean! the service there was basically great man. hahas. and saffry was telling me that the champagne there is superb. but of course the prices are super steep lar. the buffet is like $99 per head.. Zzzzzz.. okay, enough about the hotel. oh yar, and yesterday was my first time tasting the delicious powerbar! double chocolate! hahas. 11g of protein. yummy! :D

after helping out in the morning, we went down to expo for the nike warehouse sale. hahas i think it was more like a warhouse sale. so messy and so havoc. i bet u guys can imagine a typical singaporean grabbing cheap things as if they're free like that. In the end, i didn't buy anything from there. lol. nothing seems to strike me... so oh well...

then, we parted and i went alone back school to collect shutters. i was shocked la! the main gate was closed. then itake a look at the label.. it says sat will be open until 4pm. then i look at my watch: 3.30pm. WHAT THE HELL! security 'eat snake sia' (direct transulation in chinese). BUT LUCKY ME and thanks to SEAWEED (you know who)... the side gate can be opened!!! HAHA! so i sneaked in.. hehe. after that, mingyih called... lol. he asked me to go to expo (AGAIN??!?!) in the evening to watch a magic show... 0.o after much chatting, i decided to go..

MINGXUAN!!! if u are looking at this.. you should feel guilty of yourself!!! how can u PS your buddy! :( but okae la.. nvm. hahas. next tinme don't do this to me again agrh.

shall upload some pictures soon.

2006-12-12T13:40:00.000+08:00

sports and fitness @ expo

lifeguard wannabe

tt's my nick name. POKKY!!

wa. i love this picture.

2006-12-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is going to be mr ngoh's last day being the badminton teacher in charge :( aaahhhh... mr nice guy is leaving badminton. = no more free ride to sengkang! hahas. but this is not the point. my point is that mr ngoh! we'll all miss u... hahas. will tomorrow we'll be giving him a surprise... since i don't think he is going to come to my blog.. i shall just tel u guys now.. we've prepared a cake with, "we love you mr ngoh" on it.. a puzzle, picture of all our hands together.. taken this year during competition. there's oso a song that the girls wan to do.. but i haven tell the guys yet.. mmm.. so i very very much hope that the guys will cooperate tml by singing.. lol. i believe them.. they will! :S hahas. aiya.. they will la! :D the seniors are also coming back tml... spar with us and also to see mr ngoh's "last day". hahas.

to mr ngoh: all the best! although you won't be taking us anymore.. do drop by! you'll always be the mr nice teacher in the badminton team in my mind! hope there's more $ rolling into ur pocket after your promotion... to HOD? Level Head? whatever that is... good luck to you mr ngoh!
tata~ see you guys tml in school!

2006-12-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

9dec 06

i went to the polar booth in novena square today. got there at 10.55am and wondered about because there was like no one there... then i saw alwin... my maris friend... hahas! so coincidental lar..his booth was like just beside mine! lol. then i realise he's also part of athlete's circle. hahas. what a small world. it was quite tiring because there were no chairs! so we had to stand most of the time... i was so happy when everything ended at around 630 lar! it's like finally! an ice skating area was also set up there.. quite cool.. at first i thot marble lar.. until i went to touch it.. mmm.. okae.. it's cold... maybe it's cold ice or something. hahas. saw some people played curling. not bad.. quite a fresh sport to me.. my first time seeing it live mah. lol. went for dinner with ken jud xinmei then got on the train with xinmei and went home... ah.. tired...

tomorrow... xinmei ken and i will be down at bishan park 1 at 8am! so early, so late now.. so little time to sleep. jialat. we will be doing some games for some corporate company... sounds fun.. or so i hope it'll be.. hahas. ad hopefuly i can suntan at the same time tml! hehe.. a bit oso will be good lar. ahhhhaa. after that, rush down to novena square again to help out.. so basically i'm busy busy busy. sorry to those who want to go out with me but i cannot make it.. i'm real sorry. . i'll make it up to you yar.. okae.. i'm turning in... gdnite to all!

2006-12-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

2dec 06

sry for not blogging for such a long time. not that i don't want to. but there's something wrong with the new blog...

my internship has started already.. 24nov, we helped out at the sports and fitness expo as fitness challege equipment facilitator. hahas. it tiring but fun! hahas. got to know some cool fun funny guys over there...

the people: Kenneth Pokiat judith xin mei shafiq derick weihao glenn jasper kairul sarah chiayee yong
so keep in touch guys!

i miss the fun playing basketball with u people.. and glenn.. u're dam funny la! that 'wonderful' bounce still flash across my mind vividly! HAHA. xinmei and i were still laughing hardly few days back in the bus. lol!

shafiq! i think i need somemore 6pax training from u leh! one day all of us shall meet up n shafig will b in charge of getting rid of all our family pax :p set ah!

and as for today.. i woke up at 430am!!! and guess what time i slept? 2am! lol. took a cab down to east coach park to help out for the standard chartered marathon! it cost me $15.60!! and the more jialat thing is that i actually forgot to get the receipt! AHH!! don't know still can claim back money or not leh.. i hope can argh. we gave POWER GELS to the runnners! GELS!!! lol. so many gels! and SOOO many people.. omg sia.. dint noe giving away free stuffs can be so tiring.. but i was happy! 42km. wa... when am i going to run this far man. hahas.

left at around 1030am.. went home.. and surely u noe wad i did.. sleep of cos!

badminton training tmr in school! there's going to be a friendly match.. yay! i love friendly... shall go to bed soon.. nite people!